I don't know why I made this account, I'm simply reckless since I have no artistic ability, which I would love to learn but too timid to ask. Why am I even living? Just to breath and be tortured by, by some stupid idiots at school or make the wrong mistakes I usually decide. I don't deserve friends or anyone, just because no one likes me and I hate being alone personally and usually hate hiding it. It's also very confusing being social or at least trying considering my social anxiety among others, I'm simply too stupid to understand anyone.